Pope Francis has called for the entire Church, yet I hear
within his call an invitation to the entire human family, to pray and fast for
peace in Syria this coming Saturday September 7th.
Prayer, if we are not careful, can be uttered as a challenge
to God and if He fails to answer us exactly as we wish we can become
quite angry indeed.
I knew a now deceased radio personality who sincerely with
the urgency of a father’s heart made such a prayer when his child was seriously
ill.
The child died and the man never got over his anger.
Understandably, to be sure.
It is a dangerous thing to root our prayer where all prayer needs
be rooted, in the Our Father: “Thy will be done.”
That is the extremely difficult paradox that we first
encounter as little children and subsequently flee from as adults: Any petition
to a loving parent only guarantees the response itself will be loving, but not necessarily
what we want or perhaps expect.
As the Servant of God Catherine Doherty has taught: Prayer
must lead to total surrender, or it will lead us nowhere except back to
ourselves.
Total surrender in the context of prayer for Syria means
purging our hearts of all anger, desire to punish, exact revenge.
Prayer for peace must be prayer FOR peace, not that side x
or y wins!
Again Catherine reminds us that: It is this surrender we
fear so much…….
I recall the night of 9/11 about to celebrate Holy Mass, the
Mass the Church gives us to celebrate In Times of War and Civil Disturbance.
My sincere prayer was for peace but as I was about to make
the Sign of the Cross I was fully aware of the state of my emotions best summed
up in the expression: nuke them!
Bowing before the Icon of the Pantocrator I stayed bowed in
prayer until my emotions had settled and then was able to sincerely celebrate
Holy Mass for real peace.
Yes let us follow the request of Pope Francis and pray and
fast for peace in Syria, but let us do so both surrendered to the Holy Will of
God, whatever He may permit, and with hearts against no one but lovingly for
everyone.
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